Thursday, June 26, 2008

i am so not myself today.
i talk alot.
i don't usually crap that much.
what is wrong with me today?
i really don't know.
perhaps i am just bored.
fuck it.
tmr is friday.
a fucking boring day.
nth to do.
just feel like drop dead like that.
don't want to think so much.
i just want to be alone.
i am just feeling emo.
sadness within me.
life certainly sucks.
all thanks to you.
thanks for those things you said.
you changed my opinion of you.
i just can't be bothered.
i am just lifeless.
don't ever disturb me.
until you had reflected.
you made me utterly disappointed.
don't made me do something i hate.
do what you think is right.
i don't give a shit.
cause you don't give a shit to how i feel in the first place.
why should i compromise you.
why should i understand you.
when you said those things.
i am hurt deep down inside.
i am really hurt.
just feel like breaking down.
i hate this feeling.
you causes all this pain.
don't expect me understand you.
i don't think there is a need to.
and please respect me.
if you think that i am wrong.
that i am the causes of your failures.
what more can i say?
this is what you think.
you are over sensitive.
you over reacted.
you had changed certainly.
don't tell me that you have not.
i don't care if you read this.
whatever done is already done.
whatever said is already said.
you made me felt miserable.
when i suppose to be delighted.
you spoilt my day.
you spoilt my mood.
you had made me suffer.
what is there for you to say?
i want to hear no excuses.
don't just put the blame on me.
you made me think that i causes the problem.
but the real issue is with you.
please.
use your brain and reflect what you said.
what i wanted to say is already mentioned.

Labels: emo-ing

scribbled on Thursday, June 26, 2008