Wednesday, July 02, 2008
i just cant bear to see you embrace in others' arms.
i sincerely hope that you can accept me back after the period.
but during this period. you are to be single n devoted to me just like i will be devoted to you.
please don't leave me alright?
i need your assurance,
i don't wan you to be shared with other guys.(i am not trying to be offensive)
i just hope that this is a break/holiday for both of us.
i don't want a breakup.
unless i didn't change during the break period.
then you can choose to breakup instead of not to patch back.
perhaps this is too demanding?
but it will hurt me to see you with other guys during this period. (you give them a equal chance as compared to me.)
i just felt paranoid of losing you.
if you are to breakup only after the period because i didn't change for the better.
i would have to accept it wholeheartedly.
but if you are to reject the possiblity of patching back after the period.
(which mean breakup now)
it will hurt me more. really.
i just hope this would be a good break/holiday for both of us.
what i need is to continue showering love & concern for you during this period.
as a boyfriend. which i admit i haven done so well in the past.
i want to prove to you that i really regretted.
i cant bear to see you suffering alone by yourself.
i was thinking/reflected and did soul searching for the whole of last few days.
on how to get you back by my side.
but no matter what i tried. i failed.
please, let me show you that i cared for you once more.
this is all i wished for, if you still think that it's not possible.
i would have to continue trying. nevertogiveuptillibreathemylast.
but, i certainly wish you would let me prove myself again.
because i used to take you for granted.
but i will not let it happen this time round.
i promised. if i do take you for granted, you can do what you want. cause i would had aldy broken the promise.
i don't think i can survive through this period without proving my love for you.
i am willing to change for you. i don't want both of us to wait throughout the period.
i really asking for this last chance to be with you.
are you willing to let me try, for this 1 last time? i cant force you to say anything.
i really hope you could said yes.
i truly love you wholeheartedly.
i knew you also love me as much as i love you.
so perhaps.
i hope you trust me for what i had written above is what i had been thinking/reflected on our relationship.
i need your trust for the 1 last time. let me be by your side just once more.
this is all i need to prove that i love you. i am sorry for what i have done.
i will love you for who you are and you will love me for who i am.
please. i cant bear to suffer any heartache anymore.
but the decisions still lies with you. from siongleng
someonewhoseekforgivenessandsomeonewhoneedjust1lastchancetoprovehimselfworthy
Wednesday, July 02, 2008