Tuesday, July 15, 2008
well, she aldy removed pictures of us in the past from her friendster.
she also seems to be happier without me. is it really that way? perhaps i caused her too much miseries in the past that no matter what i tried, it will no longer touched her heart. or was i aldy being replaced in her heart by someone else?
i really don't know. but i certainly know that i cant give up hope. i still love her as much. but does it count anymore? i am no longer my old self, i'm faking to be happy in school. why why? why had this happened to me? because of misunderstanding? perhaps it's too late. i'm willing to wait, but i ain't got a chance to do so. i just wanna break down and cry. really. hai.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008